What it's like to be away...

I wanted to write this in my blog but I realized it's best to write it in here.

How I miss all of you..

JR: The person I run when I am so upset atthe world or to some people whose screwing my life. The person who always helps me make the best decision by telling me that revenge is never the answer. The person who knows most of my deepest secret and whose always this straightforward person that if he can tell me I'm a bitch , I would still gladly accept it because he's right. lol By the way, good thing that you were good enough not to say the words "mabuntis gyud ka ba" in college. cuz kuyaw ra ba ka mosturya. hahaha. Gaan gaan na imong trabaho ron paminaw sa mga babae nabilin diha. nakuhaan naka ug duha ka tunok. hehehee :D Thank you for always keeping me aware of the things that I've been doing at the same time supporting me at all times.

Maia: Who adopted me for a couple of months. Who have seen me crying for like a lot of times. I still remember that incident when she was driving from Lexmark to Ayala. hehe. Our workouts which up until now, she seems to be the only one who is able to continue doing it. She gives me the confidence that I honestly did not have and taught me to be a bully. Peace sik! She always bully me with my grammar. bwahahahah You were and still are the strongest person in the group. :D

Becky: My bestfriend and always will. I still remember when I told you that if I will ever leave the country, you will never lose a bestfriend and I mean it. I know you're one crazy person. haha. but then, I will never choose you as my Becky if you were not. It was on the same day where we both learned how to smoke. It was on that day when I got so drunk and knew you. Then we got along just fine in our years in college. The crazy things. The boys. College will not be that exciting and fun without those stupid things we did. Oh and you're the one who taught me how to do the creep walk. remember? Before we went to Halo. hehehe Ang una moinom sa tagay, do I have to say why? :D Ang kilay moments sa school. Haaay. I miss you becky.

Kim: My dearie. My soul sister. Our attitudes are so opposite but we blend so well. No conflicts just fun memories. When you're having a problem we drink to that. When I have a problem we drink to that. Simple! LOL. My enemy is your enemy. Our Videoke trip , just the two of us. It was really fun. Then we got so bored with our voices and decided to call more people. hehehe. Problems never become a problem after we two hangout together. I can't still imagine why you can be awake for a long time and not feeling tired or watch a film even for 3 straight days and still you're alive. The redhorse while studying. The mansion.

Cora: My dear cora. Since I worked at exist, you were always there to take care of me. You hate it when someone hurts me. You were and still are always on my side. Thank you for the best friendship. You are the sweetest friend I ever had. Up until now, you are still the friend I knew. You're one of those who is worth to treasure for. And believe it or not, when I am alone and lonely in here, calling you is the very first thing that come across in my head. I am lucky to have you as my friend. I am always reminded of one thing when I remember you. Your family is my family. My family is your family. I miss you talking about Coreeng. haha Funny that you're now totally a different person than that girl I saw crying at Maia's place :D How's the newspaper by the way? hehehe

Bing: Cuz. You always have your own bubble , I don't know why. I still remember how hardworking you were in college. Samot na karn sa work di naka halos magpakita ma o ka!!!! ay dapat buotan ko. hehe. Cuz, I miss you. You're one of those person na when I am asking for advices, you can give me a senseful one. hehe. Funny that even until now, even on how serious you are with everything, I can still imagine the Bing na sekreto lang ang labok. haha. peace mwuahhh.

Ipay: I know that you are always busy and all, but thank you that you were able to come to my despedida party. I can never forget our funny lines in college. Running with high heels. Same color outfits. You're fun to be with pay. Sayang we did not spend more time before I left for BG. But then, there's still next time right? :) I miss our Halo Nights. The thesis days.

Mommy: I don't have to say a lot about you. You've been in London for years na. Now that I am on the same situation as you were before, I'm looking up to you now on how strong you were to cope up with the loneliness of being far from all your friends and family. Thank you for our constant chats. For the support and for building up my confidence that everything will be just fine.

Hash: Believe it or not, you are a Keroga too :p Anyway, thank you for still being here for me. I betrayed our friendship once but still you listened and eventually I got your trust back. For all those times since I worked at Exist, our communication's still there. Even now that I am in BG, we still chika like we used to. You are the only friend that I have shed a tear on. The only friend who proves our friendship is worth keeping for when we're being put to a test. You still accept me as I am no matter what. You are a type of person that others don't have anything to say at all because you're simply a great one. Just be strong and confident okay? I still remember that time when you're shaking or that you will feel like crying when put in front of many people. I wonder if you still do that.

Each of us has different personalities. Because of that, I've learned a lot of things from each one of you. To be strong. To be a better friend. To be a good listener. and a lot of other things. You all help me to grow and become a whole person. If it's not because of you , I will never the Yanskie that I am now. I will never be able to handle the pain that life has to offer. I might have given up with all those hurtful words that others have to say to me. The group has always kept me strong all these years. Each of you has given me something and I will always be carrying it with me wherever I go. So thank you. and yes, I am writing this corny thingy because I miss all of you. ;-) and I am really wishing that all of you are here right now with me.

I'm done here! :D Mishu guys!

 

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